I was so pissed off at my girlfriend she was fucking someone else behind my back and my brother M.Shadows said to me as I was smoking  like ten or sixteen cigarettes that day. Matt asked me "What wrong with you?  I mean every time you smoke you always have one and not seventeen, what the fuck dude is something wrong?" "I don't want to talk about it" I was so pissed off "Bro I know what is wrong is it with you and Kelly?" " DON'T EVER SAY THAT FUCKING NAME AGAIN I DON'T NEED TO BE MORE PISSED OFF NOW!!!!!!!!!!!" I yelled and Matt was trying to talk to me about what happened between us, i told him everything that happened "That is why you are pissed off at her when did this happened dude?" "Today not that long ago and it was one of my best friend and band member too." i said to him as i start to cry, " It will be okay Alex I'm sure you'll find someone else will not cheat on you with someone." As I look at him with my red eyes "Y-You think so Matt." Matt nodded his head "Hey Matt, hey Alex what happen to you?" Zacky said to us "He just broke up with his girlfriend not that long ago so that is why he is like this." "Aw dude that's fuck up who was it?" Syn asked, "Allen" "Your bass player dame dude do you what to do now?" I shaked my head, "WE ARE GOING TO THE BAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!" when we got there Matt,Syn, and Johnny are drunk as hell I had one beer same with Zacky "I cant believed that your girlfriend was cheated on you dude. I will always love you and you know that right?"when he said that to me, he kissed on my cheek I looked at him and said to him "What was that about I mean I know you are not too drunk like Matt,Syn and Johnny but what the hell was that about I know you love me as a friend right?" I said to him as he looked at the guys,"I think we need to leave now so let get the guys."  What the hell was that all about?  I told myself so me and zacky took the guys home and I asked zack "Do you want to go to my place and hang out or something like that?" he said to me "Yeah,sure" "Sweet." so when we at my place we are bored out our fucking minds then zack said "Alex I have something to tell you?"he looked at me he looked in my golded eyes, "O......Kay what is it?"I asked his as I looked at him with those amazing green eyes that have that has that god what is wrong with me I'm falling in love with my best friend but I can't help myself  " You know that I like you right not just like more like,like right?" I look at him like what are you talking about look I have when I have no idea what Matt is saying to me "What are you talking about zack?" "What I mean I like you more then a friend and I've a crush on you since ever. I love you Alexander Charles Sanders." He kiss me on the lips and I kissed him back and started to undress him and then I pulled away from his lips to his neck his said my name "A-Alex I cant believed that you are doing this." I was stop and looked at zacky and said "I think we should go to my bedroom and finish this what do you think or stay right here?"